Something you must known.. if you have ever seen the movies and heard the tale of true love then you could understand my husband and I. We met in a different times and while our worlds were apart. It started 8 years at a mutual gathering..I seen him, he saw me.. And we both were then taken. Taken, but not happy. We knew what was right and what was wrong, so we let time pass and our hearts had to wait. One day when all was in the air two best friends came together and nearly spoke at the same time for our love for each other. It wasn't what we had hoped and it felt we were never going to find the right time..still stuck in other worlds with other wardens, so we said our goodbyes, before someone got hurt. Time we on and we gradually was loosing our friendship too..
I will never forget the soured night that alcohol induced my future husbands break down. To stand in the home of a man I loved that was shared with another was hard on a heart, but to hear him sob was another. It was Thanksgiving, but no blessings... my best friend cried in front of his spouse the truth of his love for me and how he wanted his love so badly and it ached his heart to be in her presence.. sounds drama filled, would have been except my name was left out in the cold for a harsh guess. Nobody needed to get hurt and I had to do what was right for every soul laying in the pool of deceit, I stepped away and died that day. As I crawled back to the abuse I married at only 16..I found myself in a deep depression of what I wanted, I let go. Exactly six months to the day when I escaped my hell and my love was no where to be found, I went on a quest. As I threw the phone book in front of me I started with neighbors, friends, family, exes, etc... to find him once again. After the long hunt and the agony, I wrote the letter that held my future.
Have you ever seen someone pour their heart out on paper and to let it bleed? Well, I did.. Two days passed and the phone reached mu ear to hear his sweet voice. He came for me and never let me go. Our first week together was still much like today...crazy kids in love. We danced in the rain of fate and craved our names together that binded us for life. You would have to see it to believe it...this is one of the many reasons I know there is a God because then there was you... I love you Darrell...I am so glad I ran away with you <3
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