Friday, April 8, 2011

Along For The Chase

    Can anyone in their right mind stand up and tell who wouldn't be scared at 18 to have a baby? If you say you wouldn't you would be lying. To take it in another view, what if it was the absolute worst time in your life..perhaps even the worst people in there too. But, what if something so beautiful could blind the dark world around you, is it possible? There was nothing that could have blind sided me on May 13,2002. My son Lucas Chase was born. He was 7lbs 7ounces and a fourth, blond haired and blue eyes..19 and a half inches long. He was the most beautiful thing that God could have created. I had c-section and it was a breeze, a even more breeze was my precious baby boy never cried for anything, he was truly pleased with everything. For the first time in my life I had something to live for and for the first time I had done one thing right. Throughout the next few years of my son life, him and I were a team. Everything he done I prided because I had done something so right. Thru the bad, he waited with me to the good. At barely 3 years old Lucas met his father he deserved and waited for, my husband. No blood could differ those two, even though DNA could say different. But, not us.. it's the love,care, and protection that made them father and son. Funny thing is from day one I, you, him, or her couldn't deny they were made for each other.He waited patiently and never judged me once, he loved me thru the rough. He believed in me and trusted I would never fail him. Lucas is so very smart beyond at times. He has a certain spark about him that makes you love him. His blue eyes shine with humor and wit..you can tell sometimes he is silly like his mama. His conversation makes you want to hug him, because you know no matter what he means well. He is everything a mother could want and ask for. I know someday he is going to make someone very happy. He has already made us proud in so many ways.  Lucas is my first born and he is the best thing that could have happened to a scared 18 year girl that was along for the chase.

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